papillon

2010-11-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

2010-01-22T23:43:00.001+08:00

this year, while I'm oversea...

Guangzhou:

I saw someone who looked like KANGIN!! (from suju)

I was going to someplace on the cab~

When I was looking around, I saw someone who looked like KANGIN

Then I kept look (stare) at him~

till I think he noticed and looked back to me also

luckily the cab start moving =p

ZhuHai:

I used to love to go shopping here.

But this time, I don't really enjoy shopping here anymore

Macau:

1.My aunt kept pursuing me to go back to macau to work

She kept telling me the benefits of working there

which it was super attractive

2. My Aunt and Uncle were thinking sending my cousin to Singapore to study

which it will be

"good luck to Me & my sis"~

my cousin was only 12 this year, she is as tall as me

(I know I'm short, but she grow too fast =p)

2010-01-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

OMG~!!!!

my bad luck come back to me~~

I have burnt myself 2 times

(1st: wok, 2nd: iron)

that iron burn left a big scar at my hand ~~ damn painful

hope it is not permanent...

then i just lost my cards (ez-link, student card, house card)

After I tapped my card, I dashed down the escalator to catch the train

which i think i down it while running.

When I found out I've lost my card (only 2 MRT stops)

I quickly went back to Potong Pasir and asked the staffs

he told me that no one return any cards

and I think that "someone" definitely just KEEP my cards

which the whole thing only took less than 10 mins

how I wish that the person can keep my ez-link card

(I don't mind about the ez-link card)

just return me my student card and house card

(sign)

just my luck~~

2010-01-22T09:32:00.000+08:00

I want to get my engine started~!!!!!

for everything

i keep delaying my schedules, study etc

My Day (13 Jan 2010)

2010-01-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

I think I'm getting lucky..
i heard lift alarm at home while Im getting ready
and rushing out of house as I'm getting late
then I found that the both lift were broken (DAMN!)
and I got back to the house to get something i forgot..
telling my brother about the lift
dashing out again expecting to climb the stairs down
AND
the lift is back to NORMAL (LUCKY!!!!)
While I'm inside the lift, i crossed my finger hoping it wont get broken
the moment i got in.
(HAHA) I landed at level 1 safe and sound
Then i saw a grandma and grandson got in the lift...
while walking out i heard lift alarm again (poor grandma and son)

a moment later my brother called though that Im trapped in the lift,
(My sweet brother =D)

2009-04-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

一個人有一個人的好。

下班後，拖著疲憊的身軀回家，懶懶地趴在床上，用不著跟任何人說話。

兩個人卻也有兩個人的好，

當你疲倦的時候，有個人借出他的大腿給你趴上去，伸出他的臂彎給你枕著睡覺。

2009-04-19T02:16:00.000+08:00

here is one of the band I listen to
i totally LOVE their music and boldness to try anything

Stronyly recommend the "Big Band"
Here is some of their funny short act:

[ENG]Big Bang - HYD/BBF Parody Part 1
[ENG]Big Bang - HYD/BBF Parody Part 2

Big Bang + Wonder Girls - Music Drama Part 1 (Eng. Sub)

Big Bang + Wonder Girls - Music Drama Part 2 (Eng. Sub)

Big Bang Coffee Prince Parody ENG Subs part 1

Big Bang Coffee Prince Parody ENG Subs part 2

2009-04-09T01:07:00.000+08:00

I know I'm not happy

but WHY??
and why is my life still carry on lyk nth happen

WHY am i still able to

LAUGH?

SMILE?

why there isn't someone for me?

there's so many WHY WHY WHY

which I'm afraid to ASK

and also too frighten to know the ANSWER

2009-03-28T12:02:00.000+08:00

personally i LOVE to complain
all my close frens know abt it =p

(they kind of cant stand it but no choice)
after all those complains and venting of anger
im ok again~
ya~ like nth happen
(sometimes, depend on what e matter is)
cox it do happened
is jux that i wan to leave it behind
as
life still goes on ~

2009-03-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

ya~~

i noe

sometimes im contradicting myself

2009-03-24T14:49:00.000+08:00

i was reading an article about 林宥嘉's concert in Singapore
It sounded so FUN la
HAIx

2009-03-24T14:44:00.000+08:00

大家都說，吃巧克力會讓人快樂。
我不知道吃巧克力是快樂還是享樂，
就像我有時不知道，也不想去知道。

我總覺得吃巧克力是頹廢的，
它的卡路里超高，
它會讓你發胖，
讓你臉上長瘡瘡，
它總會讓你後悔吃太多。
但是，人有時偏偏追逐美麗的頹廢.

Same to me~ SOmetimes i cant stop the temptation to eat
after that i feel regretted eating them XD

2009-03-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

人為什麼會愈來愈少話呢？

是為了保護自己？

是因為不再容易相信別人？

還是因為如今會把更多的話深埋在心底，

只跟自己對話？

i tink its because of reality. As years pass, people change, we are no longer simple.
We dod noe who to trust and wat to do
In the end, we chose to keep it to ownself

http://www.amymagazine.com/amyblog/siuhan

2009-03-23T15:20:00.001+08:00

Sing Out is an annual event organised byMusic Story by Anthony Png.
Singout 08 FINALISTS All FINALISTS will have the opportunity to be COACHED PERSONALLY by Project Superstar Judge Anthony Png (Fang Zhong Hua) This year, all Finalists will get to RECORD A SONG for Sing Out '09 Compilation Disc.

Last year's Grand Finals was held at DBS Auditorium with a total of more than 20 performers from Music Story,16 Finalists and 500 Audience.

Special Guest Appearance by SUPERBAND ERZUOJU

This year's Grand Finals will be organised at a much larger scale
and we currently already have cash and prizes totaling up to $5000!

We have 2 Categories:ADULT - 13 -39 years old
OPEN - 40 & above

PRIZES for both Adult & Open Category
1st - $2000 cash & prizes
2nd- $1500 cash & prizes
3rd - $1000 cash & prizes

AUDITION dates:
MARCH 14, 15, 20, 22, 28 APRIL 3 & 4

Venue : MUSIC STORY
QUARTER final dates: April weekends

Venue : MUSIC STORY
SEMI final dates: Jun weekends

FINAL date: August
Prepare 2 songs mainly 1 Fast /1 Slow Song.

You do not have to bring a MMO.
(Will be singing without music)
The 1st SINGOUT AUDITIONstarts on 14 MARCH !!!

Get Registration form from http://www.musicstory.com.sg/
& make payments @ $15 / $18 to MUSIC STORY NOW !!!
Hotline for enquires: 6223 0012, 11am -7pm

2009-03-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

again and again

i feel lost again

is like i never really find my way

actually i know I'll never able to find it

due to my personality... i'll never satisfied

there's always a better way and room for improvement

and i know and feel that i did't try my best

actually, i don't really know wat i want

i got a lot of things in mind that i want

but im sure everyone think im insane

but i understand that the current me has no ability to

Actually, i need to work extremely hard so that

in the future i can obtain wat i want

although i know it, it's hard to act it out

presently, i want to try a lot of things,

at the same time...feeling im not "young"

however, im scare

2009-03-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

it's only 2.5 week of my holiday~
& im kind of making full potential of m holiday
play play play n SLACK
i did't work hard to find jobs~ =p

>>>>>>1st: chalet with buddies (^.^) having lots of FUN
>>>>>>esp. wild wild wet ( it was OUR 1st time gg there WU~~)
>>>>>>we had 2 days of BBQ cox we brought too much (thrown a lot away also)
>>>>>>2nd: IT fair - I swear i'll nv work at IT fair again
>>>>>>a lot of things happened again~ & so we shared lots of gossips
>>>>>>& i only realized that kenneth working there after IT Fair
>>>>>>3rd: LiJun & LiFang 20th birthday, celebrating with wen
>>>>>>had a wonderful ntye with them~~ gossiping & chatting (-.^)
>>>>>>& im glad that i have frens like them~ ^.^
>>>>>>4th: Xue's birthday
>>>>>>went to Vivo for Mache for lunch then movie "race to the witch mountain"
>>>>>>it was a WONDERFUL MOVIE
>>>>>>5th: went to my mum's shop helping out though not often
<<<<<<6th: slack at home, manage to finish all my pending list of anime, manga & movie
>>>>>>now im running out if show to watch
>>>>>>7th: learn dance, it was ************

our photographer: seeann

gg for our cycling& for sure im lacking behind the

yUmmy~ yUmmy~ th to kenneth~ best bbq food i ever eat
got chicken chop

we're waiting for Amos to send us home

wondering wat i looking at

twin's birthday celebration~~~

xue's birthday celebration

eating at Mache the food was good
everyone was very full after the meal only that weird fiona
im busy EATING

2009-03-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINS!!!!!

LIJUN

LIFANG

2009-03-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

lolx~ im not so old after all
i showed my brother my old school cartoon
and he remembered all of them & telling me a lot other more
HAHAHA

2009-03-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

due to FIONA's post abt old days cartoon
i was kind of inspire by it
so, i went to search for MINE old days cartoon
which i always wanted to but did't try really hard
After all the hardwork... I found it!!!
and together wif some other cartoons
but i dod tink anyone of u noe them~
as it was showed in Hong Kong & Macau
(not sure abt other countries)

Daddy long legs 長腿叔叔 so~~ this is wat i been looking for
actually i cant really rmb the story
but somehow i still rmb this song vividly

after looking through the net, i find this also ~
Tonde Buurin 飛天小女豬

櫻桃小丸子

omg i accidently saw tis 忍者乱太郎

of cox there's many more~
very ancient one ( i think)
but it's a memory~ =)

2009-02-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

usually (almost all the time) after my paper

me and my fren will start to discuss

& we'll start making those groaning sound

~~~ about the mistakes we made during exam

feeling regreted... especially this AFA paper

i made few v stupid careless mistakes

which i wrote the CORRECT ans then i cancelled it~~~

totally SHIT ~~

then for my law paper i cant finish

AND i 20/100 marks GUARANTEE GONE

oh my god~~~ pls pray for me~~to pass everything

with

my examination going to end SOON

2009-02-25T18:32:00.000+08:00

FINALLY~!!!
Left ONE paper which is Financial Planning
I only left 1.5 days to study~ WUHU~~~
JIAYOU JIAYOU~!!!
EVERYONE!!!

2009-02-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

Been 'MUGGING' for the past 2.5 weeks
still have 1.5 weeks to go~
OMG, this really been killing
but Ben say not enough should at least start ONE month before
I only start around 3 weeks & not putting my best
I cant say I've been put all my best effort in
but i 'try'
that time meet out with Ben for some law revision
& i think he nearly wanted to kill me
I was so lousy & slow~
We took quite sometime for Application
WTH~!!!!
After that revision, i felt so guilty and scare
Afraid of my law paper which is on MON~!!!
Hope it's over soon
However, after all this i still have dozen of things to do
我的天啊~！！！！
Feel like there is no end~
All I want my life to be peaceful & relax
Kind of impossible (like what my frenx say)
later going to send application & make payment for admission of uni with fi
hope everything goes
As most my frens know I'm so how an unlucky person (In some ways)
so for this kind of things i HOPE/WISH/PRAY
I'M LUCKY =p

PS! ALL THE BEST for your EXAMINATION

wen shuang
wei zhen
TA23
& those who have exam

2009-02-16T12:43:00.000+08:00

THI$ WILL MAKE YOU CREATIVE

For a creative person starting out
---------------
on a career, try not thinking about
--------
film or media or whatever.
---------
----------
Think about money. It's honest.

2008-11-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

sterotype of LAO PEK HA

2008-11-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

OMG~!!!

i tink im going to break down any moment~~

2008-11-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

01. What have you been doing recently?
doin my tutorials, assignment, helping out at home & shop
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
helping my dad wif the renovation
04. When did you last cry?
watching some korean show (i tink)
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
i dod find the diff between them
06. What do you want in your life right now?
an aim
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
umberlla
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
read
9. what bottom you wearing now?
FBT
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
cant rmb
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
not as possible
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no, unless i got no choice
13. What was the last movie you caught?
high school musical
14. What are you proud of?
not thing much
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
i nv count
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
love story (taylor swift)
17. Do you have any nicknames?
pekie (oli 4 sec skol fren)
18. What does your last received text message say?
let me noe when my grpmate reply... =.=
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11+++
20. Are you currently happy?
not really
21. Who gives you best advice?
those who close to me
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
dod mind
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no one
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
SCHOOL
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
qinyi or fiona??
26. Do you wear toe socks?
nono
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
ocbc bank
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
no
29. What annoys you most in a person?
HUANG CAIYUAN & LIU LIXIANG (totally idiot, jeck!!!)
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
i wish i have
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
nono
32. What is the colour of your room?
currently white
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
i dod tink i'll b alive to spend it...
34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap
NOWAY... it's good to understand others and knowing ownselves
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
my bro
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
see ann?
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
no
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i like the rythm...
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
no time to dream
42. Last time you smiled?
just few hrs back
43. Have you changed this year?
i wish i have... do i???
44. What are you listening right now?
SHE's song (from fi's blog)
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
not really
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
seldom
47. Is there a quote you live by?
i want to spend my life meaningfully n die not too old arnd 60+
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
not now
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
quite a number
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
all of them are wat i really want to do
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
using my laptop
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
not in love yet
53. What song best describe your love life?
i not too sure
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
i still looking for
55. Who always make you laugh?
all my gals
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
ya
57. Favourite website(s)?
anime_media, yahoo
58. What's your middle name?
碧
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
online chat wif teacher, tutorials, projects, outing
60. What do you think you are like?
like?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
i dod tink they wan to die wif me
62. Where have you been today?
my mum's shop
63. What game do you play often?
minesweeper
64. Who are you missing right now?
no1
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
love??
66. What are you doing right now?
this~~~
67. Which primary school are you from?
chong De, Chong shan, Townsville
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
blue, black, white
69. What emotion you like to show?
=)
70. What is your life to you?
nothing
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
complain & talk to my fren
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
cant rmb
73. Who do you admire most

74. Which month are you born in?
JULY
75. How are you feeling right now?
irriating (this lyk takign forever)
76. What is the time now?
12.28 midntye
77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
she wan to irritate me
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
im not allow to dye
79. Why are you doing this test?
no mood to do wat im suppose to do
80. What do you do when you're moody?
away from crowd
81. At which age you wish to get married?
after 28
82. Who is more important to you?
mum?
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
stay at home or at shop
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
quite a few
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
sometimes
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
my aim & achieve it
87. What is your goal for this year?
do well for my skol
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes
89. What feeling do you love most?
being recognized
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yes
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
wrongly accuse, useless
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes
93.Do you like yourself now?
not really
94. Who cares for you most?
parents
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
情
96. What will you bring when you fight?
stick
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nv really try my best
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
lonely n upset
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
i'll slap him
100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
finally~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-09-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

就算親情，也是不平等的。

父母和孩子的關係不像主人和他養的一條小狗。
你欺負那條小狗，一直冷落牠，每次牠想跳到你身上，你都用腳把牠踹開。
一天，你又開始逗牠玩，抱牠，蹓牠，給牠美味的食物和玩具，
傻頭傻腦的牠，還是會跳到你身上拚命用鼻子和嘴巴親你，
對你搖尾巴，忘記你對牠的壞。

人是沒那麼善忘的，
尤其不能忘記原本應該愛我的人給我的種種痛苦，
直到一天，死亡把我們隔絕了，
終結了世間這種最深和最傷痛的緣份，
也把所有的恩情怨懟，所有的失望和希望永遠埋掉。

2008-09-30T12:11:00.000+08:00

AGEING

「這就是人生啊。」

There's a lot of thing that's not within our control,

that may make you feel angry and depress.

but, wat can we do, life still goes on.

we spend abt twenty years gaining knowledge,

our youths were wasted in... worry abt pimples & exams etc,

aiming and working towards a brighter future.

when we start working, at that pt of time,

we are immature, in-experience and ignorant.

Few years later, when we reflect back,

we're in our thirties.

At this point if time,

friends getting marry, some even twice

so, single or married.. which is better??

會不會孤獨終老？是不是不應該再亂花錢，

該為自己孤獨的晚年打算一下？

when we become successful,

we wish we are twenty-five again,

with a successful career and stay at our blossom age

then one day, we finally notice that time flies

however, we're not that adolescent we used to be.

those people whom we loved, and loved me

are aging together with me,

as time goes

that's wat we have to experience for being alive
活著就是要經歷這些

2008-09-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

LOST

Lost

is a puzzle of stars

that breathes

like water

and chews

like stone

Alone

is a reminder

of how far

acceptance

is from

understanding

Fear

is a bird

that believes itself

into extinction

Desperation

the honest recognition

of a false truth

Hope

seeing who you really are

at your highest

is who you will become

Grace

the refinement of a

Soul though time

2008-09-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

for the past few days im struck in my mum's shop to helpout =(
some updatex
1) choose class 23 as my old mates =)
2) gg to choose IS ... looking for a slacking class =p
3) cfm my plane 2oct-11oct ... (**cr0ss**)
4) loOking for some class to enrich myself before its too lAte...
5) .... lyk nth much happening arnd me

// 20 sEpt
meEt qy early in the morning for training which is damn tired & hot =(
then meet wEn to choose howx warming gift for wEizhen
i brought a mickey 3D puzzle for her =) cUtes~~~
we meet ben & kenneth at cityhall station
AND
kenneth was late for 30 mins which was rare for him
wEn called him & requested tt the last one have to pay the ++ of the bill ...
then kenneth dod even ask where we gg & say YES~~~!!!
we went to Pariss...
to me i tink the foods there ok la~ 7/10 as most of e food is raw ... =p
then ben met his gf & her family... wulu~~~ =D
& i saw my mum's customer ...

2008-09-19T02:05:00.000+08:00

This is ME

By: Demi lovato & Joe Jonas

I've always been the kind of girl
that hid my face
so afraid to tell the world
what I've got to say
But I have this dream
right inside of me
I'm gonna
let it show
it's time
to let you know
to let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
gonna let the light shine on me
now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
this is me

Do you know what it's like
to feel so in the dark
to dream about a life
where your the shining star
even though it seems
like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
it's the only way

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
gonna let the light shine on me
now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
this is me

your the voice i hear in side my head
the reason that im singing
i need to find you
i gotta find you
your the missin piece i need
the song in side of me
i need to find you
i gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
let the light shine on me
now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
this is me

your the missin piece i need
the song in side of me
your the voice i hear in side my head
the reason that im singing

now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
THIS IS ME
Camp Rock

2008-09-08T22:12:00.000+08:00

主題: 哪種男生最愛妳 [女仔專用]

1.當妳五十歲的時候，希望自己變成什麼樣子

Ａ沒什麼皺紋，看起來像20歲女生的可愛歐巴桑 (第7題)

Ｂ在社會上出人頭地、很有成就的成熟女性 (第2題)

2、妳曾經面對著鏡子研究最適合自己的表情。

YES (第8題) / NO (第3題)

3、跟別人說話時會心不在焉想別的事情

YES (第9題) / NO (第4題)

4、很喜歡帶頭做一些事

YES (第10題) / NO (第5題)

5、不太跟人訴苦

YES (第11題) / NO (第6題)

6、寧可犧牲自己?O人快樂

YES (第12題) / NO (第13題)

7、主動向人告白從沒有失敗過

YES (第1題) / NO (第2題)

8、總是交得到男朋友

YES (診斷Ｃ) / NO (第15題)

9、妳的情緒起伏很大

YES (診斷Ｅ) / NO (第19題)

10、妳覺得自己很像大姐姐

YES (診斷Ｂ) / NO (第17題)

11、一旦有事發生妳就會心神不寧

YES (第18題) / NO (診斷Ｄ)

12、聯誼時若有很無趣的人，妳就會不太高興

YES (診斷Ｂ) / NO (第22題)

13、妳很會跟人交際

YES (第19題) / NO (第14題)

14、曾收到不是自己喜歡的人送的禮物

YES (第20題) / NO (第15題)

15、不太跟人說自己的缺點

YES (第21題) / NO (第16題)

16、妳很喜歡忙碌的生活

YES (第22題) / NO (第17題)

17、妳曾經有想死的念頭

YES (第18題) / NO (第23題)

18、朋友常都會找妳聊心事

YES (第24題) / NO (第22題)

19、在路上曾被5個人以上搭訕過的經驗

YES (診斷A) / NO (第20題)

20、妳曾經被同性朋友討厭

YES (診斷C) / NO (第21題)

21、不論再怎麼喜歡對方妳都覺得沒有必要說出來

YES (診斷Ｅ) / NO (診斷Ｃ)

22、聯誼時總是當主辦人較多

YES (診斷B) / NO (第23題)

23、為了家人或屬下妳願意忍下任何事

YES (診斷D) / NO (第24題)

24、讀小說時總是無法瞭解故事主角的心情

YES (診斷Ｄ) / NO (診斷Ｆ)

診斷Ａ：耿直男生最愛妳　會喜歡像妳這樣個性的男生絕不會是個生活太複雜的人喔。他的個性很樸實，思緒也很單純，這樣的人特別會對妳有意思。雖然妳自己本身並非那麼地簡樸單純，但妳最後也是會喜歡上那個時時注意妳的一言一行、時時在意妳生動表情的人。一旦雙方開始交往後，只要兩個人之間都沒有人提出分手，也沒有什麼特別的理由或意想不到的事發生，妳們應該就能交往得蠻久的，這是最大的特徵。

診斷Ｂ：稚氣男生喜歡妳　妳不論跟什麼人交往都會維持不錯的人際關係。這點雖然好是好，但卻容易吸引個性比較不果斷或依賴心重的男生。而妳們兩個人個性上有點互補的關係也因此比較容易契合，往往都會成為情侶。由於妳們兩個人的個性使然，無論如何對方根本不可能會向妳提出分手，所以往往要分手時都一定是女方開口。不過，若會提出分手也只有在當妳喜歡上別人時，妳才會說得出口。

診斷Ｃ：所有男生都哈妳　妳凡事都很會拿捏分寸，也很女性化，所以會喜歡上妳的異性個性上大都不相同。若要說到底什麼樣的人會喜歡上妳呢，那則要看看妳自己的興趣是什麼，對方外表給人感覺如何才能斷定。因此，從很man的男人到個性軟弱的男人都有可能喜歡妳，涵蓋的範圍相當廣。而妳自己本身呢，則比較喜歡有值得妳佩服特點的才子或有領導特質的男生。

診斷Ｄ：鄰家男生煞到妳　妳跟外表看起來感覺差很多，有點男人婆的感覺，個性也很強硬，跟誰都是一付哥兒們的樣子，因此會喜歡上妳的人，通常個性上也會比較中性一點，而你們若談起戀愛來，模式也比較像朋友。在男生方面大部分都會覺得變成情侶還不如當朋友較自在，所以一旦有妳覺得還不錯的對像，或許要主動一點會比較好喔。

診斷Ｅ：自信男生迷戀妳　雖然說也有特例，但整體而言妳是個總是心情很好，很難讓人瞭解的一個人。會喜歡妳的男生通常必須具有征服的野性，也要對自己相當有自信的人才會喜歡上妳，甚至是個自信過頭的人。而他是不是在瞭解妳的所有之後才喜歡上你的~這還是個問號。雖然在交往的過程中能慢慢地瞭解妳，但大部分都要花蠻長的時間才有辦法嘍。

診斷Ｆ：肌肉男生只要妳　簡單地說，妳通常都會比較吸引運動型的男生喜歡上妳。他們因為很怕麻煩，所以會比較喜歡跟單純、坦率的人交往，所以像妳這種開朗少女最吸引他們了。你們談話內容不會太過深奧，大部分使用到的形容詞都很簡單。例如：很好吃、很不錯、很過份等。對妳而言，這樣的人跟妳最投緣，若能遇上的話就算妳幸運了喔

im "type C" ... which it s0und quite true to me... (^.^)

enjOy~

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finally back

2008-09-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

hal0~

tis guy 张赫 (k0rean star) my recent favourite actor~~ **hearts** ^.^

the ntye view from my hOme~ damn nice I LUV IT~!!
the view from my guangzhou h0me~ its view from 20th level
dod loOk lyk it rtye~! i dod lyk the weather & the air there..
the weather is HOT & HOT i've experienced 34-48 degree
(totally kill me) my sun burnt~!!! PAIN~!!! not only my back... my legs & arms .. pain & got scolding from parents but i kind of enjoy it~ =)
that stupid fi~ cant stand the heat so hidding under the shade... haiyO~ young lady~ where u lOoking at??!! jIngmEi~ ~ =p what a sunny day hohOHO QINYI~ celebrating fOr her belated bday~ -.- that's FIONA TAN TZE LI~ tinking it can block the sun~

wOrking @ IT show~ for BEST DENKI selling Trend Micro prOdUcts...

Having my lunch~ working for Best Denki is damn goOd~ their kind & friendly

lAst day~ having supper with frenx~ ntye view of macau~part of the casinos... happen to passby so~ MY BDAY CELEBARTION (27JULY) @ ESCAPE~ We're lucky tt we manage to buy half prize tickets ... BDAY CELEBRATION @ my HOWX (26 July)
wEnt for the concert of MY yoga & liu liyang~
my sEc skol concert! with my dearest frEnx~

wEnt for fish therapy... in the end... haix... i cant go there anymore

the mess i made @ my office.. an embarrassed day... everyone was
my dEsk @ aztEch systEms ltd
stEamboat @ nEwx's howx.. eating some taiwan foodsmy class outing~ im looking forward for the next onE... =)
an uNlucky day~ a serious allegy... ended up in tan tock seng for half day & injection.. that was the most painful & uncomfortable injection i've experienced...

@ TPY entertainment's MAC...

2008-05-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

been v lazy to update my bl0g~
& i got too many pictures to upload~
& i tink it took me quite sometime to upl0ad
AND SO~

this is the belated birthday for lijun & lifang with wen & cn~

on tt day.. we dress up nicely and went for dinner~

we headed for fish & co. @ ps then swensen~ ttz was .... xp

took oUtside fish & co.took in the swensen~ xp

nearly 10pm (i tink) most of the shop were closed, on our way h0me we took many pictures on that day~ its too time consuming for me to upload all =p

belated birthday for WEN... i meet ben early in the morning to buy her present (11am) we went to few places to find her guitar, as it was a sunday so most of the shops are closed~ in the end we managed to get her a full set of guitar & etc

we meet the others at 6pm & we finished early so.. as usual we chat & walk arnd ...(found out sth surprising) xp ... we went to changing appetite to have our dinner then chill out @ esplanade

classouting ~ we meet up at bugis to haf steamboat... we stayed there for few hours & jux chat & eat~ ^.^ then we went to acade to play... we haf fun playing basketball... it was a wonderful day~ =)

meet up wif lijun ... we jux chill out at marina sq >> eat, shop & chat~ =)

a very cute bottle that put chilli~ CUTE!!~~

1 particular day~ meet up wif xue & qy after work~

we took some really lame but memorable pictures *.*

steamboat at news howx~ qy cant make it~ =(

we jux eat & eat & eat~ junk foods & steamboat~

went to pub with xue & qy & some qy's frenx ...

meet up at xue's howx to prepare

it was a long ntye, memorable (lolx)

tis is taken in the 'fashion bar'

we went to some pub near the 'the cathy'

we play some games & drink beer ...

then go catch a movie 'over my dead body'

& qy vomit in e threatre =p

after that we chill out at 'xinwang hk cafe' there

till morning lyk 6+7bthen took taxi to xue's howx

was worn out but really enjoy it

at 1st we plan to go sun tan @ sentosa but it was a rainy day~

i cant wear my bikini =p lolx

then we went to bugis to shop for her D&D clothes

then to marina to sing k~

kbox serve my 2 cup of honey lemons, compare the both cup there's a great diff... the lemon, stirer... hahax
went to a japanese restuarant 'inagiku'

classouting at chomg chomg

went to east coast with wen & ben... she damn last min la... wen fall bcox she wan to catch her roxy cap... damn pain by looking at her wound... after 2 hrs of cycling (im burnt) we went to carls' jr (spelling mistake xp)
then when we wanna go back they FORCE me to learn roller blade .. so we U-turn back... i learnt for abt an hr & i manage to WALK~ AND i was very BURNT (my arms, my back all RED) v PAIN =(

2008-04-28T14:00:00.000+08:00

the game of previous entry
im gg to
saboo0o-ing xp

^xUemin^

^fi0na^

^jingmEi^

^wEnshUang^

^huijUn^
^chUnhui^

pEkie ^.^

2008-04-28T13:09:00.000+08:00

RULES
remove one question from below and add one of ur question
make it a total of 20 questions, then SABO 8people..

1) what age do you wanna marry?

honestly, i dont know...

I do have consider not to marry and adopt a child =0

2)what do you want the most now?

I want to have an ambition,

knowing what i really want and i'll have it for the rest of my life +.+

3)who is the person you trust most?

m0iself

4)who do you think in mind now?

m0iself

5)If you have a dream to come true..what is it?

spend rest of my life in the small house in the big field with forest and rivers nearby

i can read, watch tv, sleep under the sun, drawing and relax

6) whats ur goal for this year?

to get good result and

to really settle down (as in my thoughs on what i want to be in the future)

7)do you believe in eternity love?

i want to

8)have you ever broke a person's heart that he/she wanna commit suiside?

no way~ i am kind ^.^

9)what kinda feelings do you like most?

secured. a hug (:

10)what are the requirements from ur other half?

he loves me

know what im thinking and feeling

understand me

bear with me

11) what kinda feelings u hate most?

being left-out

being misunderstood

being dislike

12) do you cherish every friendship of yours?

definately

13)do you believe in god?

kind of~

14) whats de most impt thing in ur life?

still searching for

15)who do u hope to be there for you always?

my family and friends

16) How old you want yourself to live?

60++ less than 70

unless my skin still beautiful, healthy then i dod mind live longer

17)who cares for you most?

family
18)do you believe in rainbow after rain ?

not really

19) do u think fate control you or u control fate?

it's a 50/50 thing...

if without fate~ u wont meet your beloved frenx & love

if u're strong enough u definitely control fate

20) what is love to you?

is a feeling that u'll noe it by six sence

u feel u cant live without him

always think and concern about him

looks into his eyes, sincerely

love his weakness and smile at his stupdity

just a smile says a million words

2008-04-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

小嫻部落:

愛情不是陽光，空氣和水。
它不是必需品。
然而，它就像夜空上美麗的煙花。
煙花不是必需品，每個人卻都想看一回煙花。
一天，當一個人看過了夠多的煙花，也已經看出了煙花的美麗只是一瞬間，然後就散落，甚至是虛幻的，騙人的，他幽幽地轉過身去，把那片寂寞的天空遺落在背後，從此不再那麼想看煙花了，但他心中的那片天空畢竟是點亮過的。他邂逅過煙花。
是的，一個人也可以，但是，要有兩個人才會甜蜜。
一個人也可以，但是，要有四片嘴唇才可以親親。
一個人也可以，但是，要有兩個人，兩雙手和四條腿才可以變化出許多不同的擁抱，可以飛抱，熊抱，腰後抱，親嘴抱，用盡全身氣力的狠狠抱。
一個人也可以，但是，要有兩個人和兩顆腦袋，你才可以把腦袋靠到另一顆腦袋上睡一會。
一個人也可以，但是，要有兩個人，兩張嘴和兩個自我才吵得成。吵完後，你才會知道你有多麼愛他，多麼想念他，多麼害怕失去他，又多麼痛恨自己不肯為他把自我縮小。
一個人的愛情也是愛情，你可以一直愛著一個人而永遠不讓他知道，把這個秘密埋藏在心底。
但是，你也深深知道，兩個人的愛情圓滿些，兩個人的遺憾也繾綣些。
家庭是兩個人或更多人的事，愛情卻是一個人的事。不管你愛過幾個人，不管你看過幾回煙花，愛情終究是自我追尋，自我認識和自我完成的漫漫長路。
然而，這一個人的事，是要有另一個人去成全，就像煙花需要一片夜

i n0e is a bit dificult to read all these chinese but... it's meaningful~

& dod ever expect me to translate~ !

2008-04-12T12:30:00.000+08:00

last Saturday i went to Alexandra road there to repair my HP laptop with fi

oh well~

i shld say is a adventurous trip~ lolx

1st: we meet at novena... then that fi nvm get the no from that person

who she brought a spect online from that person... then how she need who e hell the person is

so~ both of us stood outside burgerking doin guessinbg game~

in the end we manage to guess correctly after lyk 10mins on our 2nd guess~

then we took bus to HP~ which was a real long trip,

i almost lost my ocbc card, ezink and student card on the bus

then~

i oli found out that the 3 yr warrantly i got was only warrantly for my hardware but not software

WTH~ i oli got abt 6 mths warrantly for my software~ helll~~~

and it cost me nearly 100 to recover everything

where at AUSU don't charged~!! GOD~

i always got problem which electronics~ haix

in the end i took it home and do it myself

then fi jux realized tt she lost her cross keychain~

at last we took many funky pix at the very co0l tunner~~

here r some of the pix we took~

check it out~!!

蔡康永's

2008-04-12T12:23:00.000+08:00

1 last entry of 蔡康永

青春是無敵的嗎 ?

不一定吧 ........

如果少了我最珍視的東西

青春

就只是僵硬腐化 , 如同大人

when there is nothing meaningful for u to treasure

life is so dry and colorless~

wats the point of staying alive/ young~

2008-04-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

ok~ this one i copy from 蔡康永's bl0g

造物者一定是好色的。

造物者如果不好色，人類直接被捏成像包子一樣就可以了。　　

先想到包子的簡單明瞭，

再想到人類囉哩囉唆一大堆的睫毛耳屎這些東西，就會感到造物者是多麼的費工啊。　　

「為什麼要這麼麻煩呢？」
在作品發表會上，造物者一再被問到這個問題。　　

「每件事情都要問我，都不會自己想嗎？！」

造物者嘀嘀咕咕的，但記者的攝影機一架好，

造物者還是很顧形象的露出了笑容——

「設計了這麼多被認為囉哩囉唆的零件，雖然感到慚愧，但還是衷心希望
能得到愛護者的多方面利用……
作為我年度代表作品的人類，也請彼此盡情的互相觀賞、互相愛悅吧。

i found this entry very meaningful~

why people want to lo0k pretty and handsome~

2008-04-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

"when i grow up ,

i want to be a little boy (girl)"

看到有人引述了 JOSEPH HELLER 的一句話

his sentence is so real life~ lolx...

when we're little (kid) we want to grow up ~

thinking (dreaming) abt what we're able to do when we grow up~

all the excitment/ adult life that waiting for us

when we grew up~

we'll keep looking backward thinking what we cant do as an adult

life is so contradicting~

2008-04-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

dod really n0e wat happen to me~

last sat (29/3) acc qy & fi to find part-time job~

& i realized i forgot to bring phone while on my way to bus stop

as it's a really hot day so i gif up e idea of gg back to take...

(also i rmb qy de no~ which i damn easy to rmb)

the trip was as usual... though i wan to shop arnd & walk arnd

but they dod really seem lyk they wan to so... nvm

then on (1/4) im on MC~~cox of giddiness & heavy head...

ya...

which is lyk i cant really walk probably when i wake up preparing to go work

the doctor say mayb due to inbalance of e ear

and gif me a medicine for "blood circulation of the brain"

i was lyk "....."

then today (3/4)

i forgot to bring my phone again & i plan to meet qy they all after work

though it cancel cox of the heavy rain at my work place

damn sian~

i wan to go walk walk ...~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok~ today .... at aztech i try sth new~ finally i type entry

as in journal vouchers ...

though is lyk they prepare everything nicely for u

then u jux do wat they say

not using much of ur brain...

nvm still sth diff =p

2008-04-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

for the past few days i can't online~

cox they singtel ppl wrote my home add wrongly

which result in i didt pay the bill for abt half years~

& e stupid comapny... damn po0r service~!!!!

they jux help me 1portion of my problem

then drop my call immediatley

in the end i have to call them 4-5 times to get the things done

which took me nearly 2 hrs~~!!!

WTH ~!!!

2008-03-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

i heard this story from radio during work~
i found it really touching & sad
(I'll translate to Eng... its impossible for me to type in Chinese also)

dragonfly's story

in a village, there live a loving couple who spend all their time together

in the morning, they like to sit at the beach to see the sunrise

and in the evening, they enjoy the sunset together as well

all the people in the town was admire them

then one day

the girl caught in an accident and was on a comma

the boy was so heartbroken

he spend all the time along the bedside to acc the girl

at night, he spend his time at the Church praying for her

the boy was drained in a few days time

one night

he was in the church praying

he said: PS god~ safe her and I'm willing to do anything for this

& the god appear and said Sth...

which was that the god wan him to be a dragonfly for 3 yrs in exchange

the boy agree without any hesitation

the next day

the girl wake up and the boy become a dragonfly

the boy happily fly back to hopsital to visit the girl

in the hopsital, he keep flying arnd the girl

but he was too small to b noticed

& the girl was looking everywhere for him

for e next few mths, the boys keep her company while

the girl slowly recover from the injury

winter comes, the boy has to fly to other country

2nd yr, the boy happily fly back to meet the girl

he was sad to see that the girl was accompany by the doctor

and they're chatting happily~

the boy again keep flying arnd the girl wanted the girl to notice him

but failed as the girl was too engage in e conversation with e doctor

winter comes...

3rd yr...

the boy happily fly back to the girl's side

but dishearten to found that the girl was with the doctor

finally, he was able to transfer back to human

and on e v same day

the girl's getting marry with the doctor

the god appear and asked to the boy:

dou feel regreted?

the boy shaked his head

then the godcheerfully said: nvm~ u can change back to human in no time

but the boy shake his head again and said:

i wan to b a dragonfully forever, so that i can b with the girl forever....

after hearing the story... i was.....................

then i wonder~ wat will i do? Is that the girl was awful to do this thing to the boy?

but actually~ that the girl is not really in wrong

jux that she's not REALLY that in love with the boy (mayb)

but honestly~ i tink the boy was too noble in someway stupid

sacrified himself for this (as in.. in this 21centry no1 will do this)

even if u say u'll i also wont belive~

2008-03-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

it've been abt a week's time since i've blog~~ lolx

its 3++ in the afternoon (wake up arnd 10am), n i've eaten lots of foods
--> 1cup of milk, 1 cup of tea, 1apple, 2big slice of melon, 3 peanut butter bread, a bowl of fish soup, 1cup of ice-cream, 1pack of biscuit... (i tink i didt miss out anything)
that was scary... dod noe is becox im stress or~~...
hope i can recover, if not ... (i cant imagine~~OMG!!!)
damn it ~ i feel lyk sleeping~
shit~!! lolx

2008-03-16T00:49:00.001+08:00

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/9ymC5pHoB8A/

2008-03-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

also from 小嫻部落 -->

你們問，愛情是不是一種信仰。
你可以信仰愛情，或是相信和仰望任何東西，正如你可以信仰任何一種主義。
有人信仰享樂主義，深信人生是為了享樂而來，也有人信仰音樂，認為音樂就是他的一切，要是沒有了音樂，人生是蒼白的。
那麼，愛情是一種宗教嗎？
愛情有沒有解釋過人生和宇宙的來源？有沒有解釋生死？有沒有說，我們從何處來，又將往何處去？
愛情有沒有解釋有限和無限？有沒有指向終極的追尋？
應該是沒有吧？
愛情是不是此生的救贖？
愛情或許是人對救贖的追尋。我們愛上一個人，他改變了我，他使我變得更好。他圓滿了我，遇上了他，我的人生從此不一樣。孤寂的時候，我找到慰藉。不管現實世界有多麼讓人失望，我始終有你，你的身體就是我的廟宇。
愛情有沒有指向彼岸？
愛的彼岸也就是此世。當我們相愛時，我們可以忘情地相信此生和來世，在下一輪的人生裡，我們會再見。
然而，愛情是終極的追尋嗎？
世事沒有永恆不變。這種世俗的追尋，只要其中一方改變，也就要畫上句號。
有愛，就有貪嗔痴，人總想要把美好的時光永遠留住。這樣的追尋注定是苦的，是會失望的。當愛消逝的那天，它的終極也就降臨。　
愛情和宗教惟一最接近的地方，是它讓我們體驗到天堂與地獄。能給你天堂的那個人，也能給你地獄。逗你笑的那個人，往往是害你流最多眼淚的。為你抹乾淚水的那個人，也是有一天，讓你悲傷得再也流不出眼淚的那個人。

修道院的黃

2008-03-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

i've been reading others blog~ i found another one .. i tink its really meaningful~
oh~ im not feeling tt way ~ but jux find it really true~ wat do u tink
from 小嫻部落:

修道院的黃

是不是每個女孩子都幻想過長大了要當一個美麗的修女？福樓貝的小說《波法利夫人》裡，愛瑪的少女時代就是在一所修道院裡度過的。但她凡心太重了，離開修道院，嫁給波法利先生，追逐愛情，卻一再失望。最後，她吃下砒霜，死在她從來沒愛過的丈夫跟前。
「修道院的黃」指的也許是當年僧侶所穿的袍子。我想到的卻是修道院天空上的月色。這樣的月色是不是終究帶著一抹荒涼？
有人說，女人是不能寵的，會把她寵壞。
寵壞又如何？
男人愛一個女人，就是要寵她。萬一把她寵壞了，至少也問心無愧。
愛情是不能揮霍的，是會耗盡的。
只是，揮霍的一方永遠不知道哪一天會耗盡。
當她知道的時候，往往已經回不去了。
然而，當她回首這段愛情的時候，她知道她是曾被那雙溫暖的大手裡寵愛過的。是有一個男人如此深情地愛她，使她以為愛是不會耗盡的，就像月色總會重來。
他多麼壞啊，但他也多麼好啊。她頭一次發現，愛與恨的界線可以如此絢爛，而懊悔，也總是夾雜著感動的淚水。
即使愛不會耗盡，生命卻會。
被一個男人寵壞是幸福的，但他一定不能夠死在你前頭。否則，人生以後的日子，也許都像一個老了的修士從修道院的窗口看出去的一抹朦朧昏黃的月，怎麼看都好像已經是昨夜的月。

2008-03-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

失戀了，一定要自責。　　

如果顧客根本沒走進你的店，那可以不怪你；

如果顧客進了你的店，但沒有買東西，那勉強可以不怪你；

但顧客買了你的東西，卻拿來當面退還給你，或者悄悄的丟棄了，那還能不怪你嗎？

嗯.....可是啊......　　

失戀了，請不要自責。　　

不是你的手藝不好，是對方吃完了。顧客把菜吃完了才走，

大廚是應該高興的，是沒有理由自責的。

但......　　還是應該自責。

顧客雖然把菜吃完了才走，但再也不上門來了，如此，大廚怎能不自責？！

嗯.....可是啊......　　　　還是不應該自責。

你怎麼知道他再也不上門？也許他後來再找上門，你自己卻早已跳槽到別家餐廳了呢？

read this from 蔡康永的博客~ it's kind of meaningful~ but do u understand?

issue on when shld u blame urself or others

2008-03-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

lolx

this is my 2nd work of attachment... i tink tings getting beta~ =p (hope so)

it'll keep improving

oh~ i'll get black my result (pray for me pls)

i've some pix on the storeroom me n nisah have spend 1 &1/2 days on

we oli manage to pack eveything out (havent pack yet)

those pix i took is on the 1/2 day

so we've already moved at least double the amt on the previous day~

i keep telling nisah i can b a superwoman or muscular~~~

lolx~ as u see the amt of books we moved

it's kind of scary

i was a bit relunctant to go back on the 2nd day to pack~ a bit scare of the room

as we're so tired tt i jux cant move any more

some more i got many paper cuts n scratches on my both hands

but is minor la =)

as i have said: things is getting beta (i tink) at least do sth diff each day

normally i'll slack till arnd 9 wait for karen to settle down then i go ask her wat can i do

it really depends

some time she gif me really easy one (filling, doin chart of account etc)

sometimes really difficult that i stare at those papers dod noe wat to do

of cox i go ask for help~~ lolx

after her explanation i can manage it ~~ haha

though i always or often make careless mistakes~ hope she dod mind

still i tink she's really a nice person

she's on leave tml

tt means i got nth to do~~~ die lor~~~ pray for me PLS ~~ haha

你会爱我一辈子吗？

2008-03-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

i copy from another blog n find it meaningful~ =)

你会爱我一辈子吗？

他跟她刚刚结婚

他问她:你爱我吗?

她点点头

他又问:你会爱我一辈子吗?

她想了想,摇了摇头

过了几年他们有了小孩子

他问她:你还爱我吗?

她用力的点点头

他又问:你会爱我一辈子吗?

她想了想,摇了摇头

当他们的孙子结婚的时候

他问她:你爱我吗?

她回答:我爱你已经爱到了额头上起皱纹了

他继续问:你会爱我一辈子吗?

她跟以前一样的摇了摇头

她走到生命的尽头

她问他:你爱我吗?

他含泪点头

她说:我也爱你.直到走完这一生,我才敢说”这一辈子只爱你”.

当年少轻狂的时候偏爱那些永远与一生的誓词，纵使知道是甜言蜜语还是很喜欢，其实直到今天那些甜言蜜语也令人开心欢喜。但是成长与成熟之后，还是会改变很多，会冷眼看这个世界，甚至是对于爱情也不那样的感性了。
我知道我没有办法说出这样的言语，因为我不知自己能否做到。在爱情当中我们都希望拥有着美好的奢望与期盼，也许在痛苦过后还有着执着的追逐。
男人的花言巧语是动听，但还是用行动来证明一切比较动心。不轻易给对方承诺。
执子之手、与子偕老

2008-03-08T04:00:00.000+08:00

continue with the last post

(i was bloggin using my phone when i was on my way home from work)

now it's 4.02 in the morning, i cant fall asleep

dod really noe y...

excited? (my 1st week of attachment END! it feels REALLY long but dod seem long)

watching my favourite anime ?

no matter wat~ i cant sleep now

which means my skin conditions is getting worst~ haix~

reflecting back on tis week of myself

i really feel really tired

hm... when ppl ask me how's ur attachment

my ans definitely was all complains

but actually deep down i know & feel it's not bad

jux it's me tt i lyk to complain =p

at least they gif me work to do

hm... i feel that their great person as they past some of their work to me

although it's mainly basic work, it still dod allow any fault

so they put the trust in us n ask me to do

(really ~)

is like, we're new so we may make mistake here n there ( i make a few due to carelessness =p)

i'll try to change!!!!!

in that way they'll spend time for checking etc

so~ lolx

fri they ask me to pack the storeroom

i can say i dod dare to get into it anymore

but haf to for the coming mon as i have to finish it off

it's scary as there's lots of doc need to throw...

me & nisah need to check n throw all e unnecessary doc

my hands got lots of scratches n sore

pray i can finish it by mon morning

n i really lyk the the person who pass me work (karen)

cox she's not in- charge of me (from other comp)

and she gives me work to do, lead & teach me

even she's on leave on mon she still prepare some work from me

not very difficult but still =)

(2nd nice karen =p)

i tink deep down i still looking forward to my attachment (though a bit scare)

oh~ i've jux browse through my notes

n hell, lucky i browse through now

cox those things require for the report is totally diff from wat i expect

so i tink tml i'll read it through n still taking notes on wat i do ~!!

jiayou~! i haf to start

STUDY really reallY realLY reaLLY reALLY rEALLY REALLY REALLY HARD!!!!

cos i screw up for my whole 3 sems

last sem i tried but i tink i screw up somehow (my stupid logic haix hiax)

2008-03-06T18:26:00.000+08:00

wa! Time seems to pass really slow when i was in e office... But when reflecting back... It's thur! N one more day... It's weekend! I've waiting for it! I dod ñøè wat to say abt e attachment... Shld i say good, ok or not really good... As i was attach to aztech but now im doing shiro's doc. Cox it seems all my comp de ppl r busy doing closing no time for 2 person (nisäh) so they ask others to gif me things to do (as others not busy) feel lyk we're ... Håíx... From e pt i was "transfer" to shiro i've got things to do... Non stop... No matter wat... Filling, entry, though all v basic... N they dod really explain to me... But at least i manage to complete all her task... I dod ñøè wat she'll tink la... (hope she tis im at least ok! Or beta) cox i tml im a bit slow, careless, n keep asking qñs (not really keep asking but u ñøè i feel im a burden to them)

2008-02-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

dod noe wat happen tis exam really v long

it was a torture n suffering for me

n i tink i didt do well... hate it~!!!
to0k some pic while im really tired

tis is one of my flavorite place at home

whenever, i sit here i become v calm...

then i'll start to make myself tea

the whole tea set n lily flower(for facial =p)~~

my ugly feet... i dod lyk it cox it look old n dry... dod noe wat can i do haix

wanting to change enviroment to study so i move to my mum de room

do i look lyk mickey mouse? my mickey pen~~ right after exam our class went for party world

the next day i went to k, eat, shopping n movie wif weizhenS

it was really fun gg out wif them although we seldom gout

but it was GOOD~!

the next day i went k with fi n qy

it was really tired la (3rd day of k) i oli manage to tahan for arnd 2 hrs ++

after that sing continuse to sing till arnd 4 ++

at ntye went japanses cuisine with cn, ben, kenneth, wen,lf,lj,fi n amos

was fun since i didt see cn for so long... =)

2008-02-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

Went to chalet with ta05

it was a really fun 3 days 2 ntye chalet

at first i was suppose to meet each other at cityhall

but somehow i jux cant find her ( she was the cabin next to mine -.-)

after waiting for half hrs ++ for 'everyone' to reach

we went to NTUC to shop for miscellances

took some pic while waiting for the shuntle bus:

it was really hot for awhile then it start to rain, we were lucky as we plan our bbq on e 2nd day

we spent our 1st day playing majong n COOKING~! (i master majong while watching them play)

the cooking part was fun but the food was a bit .... lolx

i tink the moment is more impt ... the laughters

then we got a few chatting section in the room...

talking abt lots of stuffs ... gossiping too....

our class guys were KPO too~!

during our bbq it was chaos

but lucky tis time

most of the chores are done by e guys

n i oli keep eating

n im damn FULL

on the 2nd ntye we plan for a ntye cycling

at 1st we wanted to go changi hospital

in the end we oli cylce to east coast from aloha

it was the longest cycling i've done

9 hrs of it ~!! my hand, butt, whole body was in pain

n i was so tired

as i oli slp 3 hrs last ntye

i kind of proud tt i can finish eveerything

n i tink my skill improve =p

i can cycle really fast ~~ lolx

we reach east coast at arnd 4+ am in the morning stopped by at the 2nd jetty (dod noe e name)

it was a really nice jetty we cross over it enjoy the ntye view~

actually there were 3 gals in tis pic but too dark le though i got put flashlight

the ntye was damn cold n windy...

i was damn tired tt i fall aslp (jux awhile) cox we need to cycle back

on our way home~ we oli reach our chalet at 9+ (oli me, felicia n carol)

others reach a bit later than us

then we quickly pack up

then go return our bike n go for breadfast

some of us took train home

n we were so tired tt all of us fall aslp on the train

i manage to took some pic while my stop is approaching
lolx~

2008-02-20T11:47:00.001+08:00

as i say i wan to go learn jewel n swimming during tis attachment period... I have done some slight research on it... But hell it's dåmñ ex! Range from 1000 to 1400... With tis price i dod ñøè i wan to join? Cox i dod ñøè wat i really wan to do in e futurn. Whether i continue wif my acc or change sth else... But lyk i say in tt way i lyk waste my 3 yrs...
Wat m i doin always waste time.. Sec skøl n poly... Then if i wan to try sth new i need to spend extra time n effects so i start it real late... N im those 3 min gal i dod ñøè i'll really lyk tt course after i study it... Im wif foul luck lyk my frëñ say... Nth goes right for me in watever ways... Im afraid tt if i ñv go tt jewel area then wats e pt of taking tt course... Lyk if oli for interest.. Basic is more than enough ... Which i tink i haf it now... So... Life sux! I hate makin decisions... If lyk my module... Making decision is jux lyk calculations... + / - * my world may haf a few more colors... Håíx

2008-02-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

today is lunar CNY
should be a hapy occasion
where everyone should be v cheerful with a high spirit
hm...
honestly, i tink the CNY in singapore is getting worse
( the joyful atmoshpere is not here)
but at least everyone's emotion/ mood is positive (80% or more??)
however, my spirit is kind of emo now
as u noe, i dod lyk playing game
so when my family playing chese, poker
i totally dod feel lyk getting off my seat to play with them
u can imagine
my family members crowded at a corner playing poker (shouting, complaining, laughing)
when i sit at another corner facing my com, trying to study...
i dod tink is bcox of exam n im not prepare yet
is bcox im really dod haf interest in anything
once
i told qy my dream was to live alone at a rural area
with all the trees, open field and river (must got tv & internet =p)
MUST MUST ahve lots of books
im alright to live alone de
lolx
it's impossible la
however, whenever i tink of that type of live
i kind of feeling a bit relax and calm
feel lyk flying to there right away!!
sound lyk trying to run away

2008-02-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

some pictures update:

last day of our 'skol'... still got exam *CRY*

really have fun -> the role play for audit ! laught till tears =pafter class, meet qy & xue to shop for CNY clothes...
at sakae... having *lunch/dinner*the next day... i was force by weizhen(gal) to go for aerobic AGM!!

which was useless, totally regretted ... BUT... i enjoy all the time wif her

dUring those AGM time,

we make a appointment wif weizhen (guy) to go out after my exam

then we try to leave asap

ended up eating sakae again

but i LOVE it~

& there a stupid waitor spoilt a little of my eating mood...

we order the desert... damn hard but yummyafter we depart, i go meet qy, she told me her break was at 5.30, in the end, its 6.30 i waited for her for 1 hr plus plus... during that waiting time i shop finish all the shops in VIVO, which is damn fast =p, i brought 2 shirts... go home, & my sis say sth .... as usual abt th e clothes totally spolit my whole day... dod care la!

sound lyk, we mood easily spoilt by some small things haix

2008-02-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

been having lots of different emotions and feeling recently...
hm...
almost the same as last time la
(kind of complicated)... really lazy, & no time to explain
takes time =P
BUT mainly.. i feel that im really a big loser,
i dod really noe wat i wan...
wat's that soemthing that i dod mind engage in for my rest of my life
everytime, when i reach, watch or heard about their ambitions, dream
the way they work hard to achieve 'IT'
i some how jealous of them...
in some way im quite easy going...
(as in if really nth i wan, i can do anything)
hence, in that way i may feel exciting and interesting at 1st
but i definitly feel sian, boring about it
and i'll try to hide, get away from it
at that pont of time i may act out of my impulse
tinking oli wat i wan to do rtye now!...
however, when i reflect on it...
lots of emotions occurs...
(e.g. i shldn't start it, jux bear with it etc)
haix haix..
still searching the meaning of it
i always feel that wats the pt human being struggle to live
they try so hard n do everything jux wan a good life
which when u look at it at the big pictures
it's hardwork = cheers
then wats that pt... when it equals
in the end... u'll b gone bring nth wif u...

2008-01-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

it've been some time since i last blog
still alot of emOtional stUffs happen
bUt nvm.. it'll somehow pAss~

hElpin oUt in my mUm de sHop :phAix ~
with, without wEarin heels ARrr~ my leg soooo FAT!
pArtyworld wof hUijun, ivy~~

wEnt to east coast with carol, huijun & ivy~

it was fUn, n i fell down while tryin to do a u trun

*cry* bruise~~

i still havent go for CNY shopping~~ =(

2008-01-02T10:39:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of skOl

to b honest~ i dod feel lyk gg to skOl, or doin anything

jUx wan to lay on my bed ... doin nth in particular

jUx wan to rOt in my bEd...

lOlx

dOd feel lyk rEading all my skol works, doin pROject

dod even getting change~

WOAH~~~

jUx lEt mE rOt!~~~

2007-12-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

hoho~ i really allegy to alcoh0l~ even bEer...

i gOt slight rashes... on my bOdy..

lucky nOt mUch jUx slight one~ :)

2007-12-31T01:46:00.000+08:00

today~ we celebrating kenneth's bday
which is belated (it's on ytd)
after w0rking at my mum de shop
which i eat n eat n eat in the shop then meet wen in the train
to meet kenneth ata marina sq... i tink its a not bad place to shopping
nv been there shopping~ :P
after a long discussion of wat to eat
we decided on Seafood Cafe... nv been there before
when ben reach we order the food
ben's dish was special ,,, squirk ink...
the noodles is black in color... n the taste was good~!
he brought a cake mango moss... it was nice too! it's diff from other cake
after eating we walk to clark quay~
n we took pIx along the way...
we went to 'client' to have a cup we order beer
i tried to finish a cup & i hope tml i wont get allegy... PRAY~
the pub was unique... at first dod really feel lyk gg to client
as he feel a bit 'funny'

looking at the operation light...

tis one got the feel of hope~ ?

stupid ben~ lolx
lame~!

aCt coOl...

tata~!

on the wheel chair

act siCk

kenneth was force to twist

his expression nv change~!

we cant get the inside seat... lucky for ben.. lolxsay chese...took by wEnxcUtting the yUmmy cAke

he was force to hOld the 'Happy birthday'... lOlx

2007-12-31T01:21:00.000+08:00

On the christmas day~
celebrating ~ we to0k damn lots of piX .. i oli put a small no of them
:p

self-took :p got lots m0re~ hehe
2 of us wif boots~~!!
reflection from the mirror~to0k damn lot wif qy de~ & i tink most of them look not bad~ :PP

nEws' so MAN~

big mirror inside the toilet of wheel lock~

outside fareast lvl1 toilet

on our way to orchard

while waiting for fi~

k-lUnch wif qy~ spent arnd half an hr taking pIXzzzz

2007-12-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

wU~rEally l0ng didt bl0g!

lolx~ ok! lots of things happening n lots of feeling pilling up~

1st: sence of loneliness, left out, 0utcast, lots n lots

hm...

i tink it's a sence of unsecure

in some way im sensitive...

once tt ssomething bother...

it'll keep pestering me till its settle

lolx

s0und stuborn...

i tink im nowhere

i cant do anything... feel useless

jUx try to spend each of my day

when i reflect back on each of my day

it's lyk i didt spent it wisely...

i really wan to find something im really interested n wont regret

tt something im willing to spend my rest of my life on it~

i care abt wat others tink abt me

sometime when i look at tt person...

i'll tink wat they tink abt me?

a lazy gal? bitch? good for nth? party gal? etc

of c0x i wan to hear sth good~

but im scare to ask n i dod tink they'll gif e truth

n i tink i cant get along wif anyone

jux lyk n01 'll prefer to talk to me compare to anyone on tis world

a bit of pessimistic but it's true~

beEn tinking abt tis recently...

is it really worth to gif up everything jux for ur love

hm... from ' huang zhen yi, a novel i readn a anIme'

they're willing to gif up everything jux for their love

if lyk they g0ne through all the tr0uble n suffer

jux for the one they love

n wif tt they're willing to gif up...

they reputation, hatred, family n even their life

when i was watching

i'll scold on some part of the story

then for m0st of the parts

my qns is... is there really such thing in real life

do ppl really willing to gif up all these things

i tink m0st of the tiMe is N0~

i ask myself tis also

lolx

my ans is: i really dod n0e...

i tink its still too far for mE

im a emotional person

i'll jUx go by feeling

i tink....

2007-12-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

feel lyk falling into a eternal peaceful sleep

2007-12-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

call me da wei wong!

guess wat~

i ate bowl of noodles

then 4 breads

for my BREADFAST

then right after that

i went to have my afternoon nap

3 hrs later

i wake up reluctantly

(need to study la no enought time!!!)

while watching show i study my audit~

not i wan to watch~ (my sis open it next to me de)

then lyk after arnd 3 hrs after i wake up

i ate abt 6 or 7 slices of choco brEad (or more)

hell~!

i say i wan to on diet

yet

im eating the most fatening food

i say i wan to study

yet

i was sleeping n watching

cant concentrate n feel damn tired~

sob sob~

at ntye

i had my dinner (oli on e dishes la no rice)

but

at arnd 11.30pm

i had 2 bread (pineapple n red bean)

n more~

2007-12-12T08:21:00.000+08:00

not feeling well la~!

keep sneezing

feel slpy

thrOat feel irritating

sian

still got 3 more days

jiayou!

ytd de rfa sUx la

i got 21/50 wrong

it's lyk i forgot wat to put into

my balance sheet

and wat to add to my notes

WTH

i tot cher wont test on the profit before tax

so i skip that part

and it's tEsted

hEll~
really

tis paper i oli hOpe i can pass

although, my whole class

all so confident

n tink tis paper eAsy

*CRY* ...... *SOB*

pls let me PASS la

nOw oli left 1.5 days to revise 2 modules

*CRY**CRY**CRY*

2007-12-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

suppose to chiong for tml de rfa

which i still got tons to catch up

but!

i wake up at 10.30

then i ate a bowl of fried fish noodle

then 4 organic bread

then went to slp at arnd 1pm

wake up at 3pm

n wat NOW

im BLOGGING
WTH~

2007-12-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

你笑着说

他是朋友

但你眼中太温柔

我的不安那么沉重

只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中

属于我的角落

是我想太多

你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多我也这样说

这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落

所以你说我们不是你和我

我想我没有错怪了什么

虽然你不说或许错在我

太晚我才懂爱了你太多

2007-12-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

我要你明白什么是真爱

在这个世界上我希望你比我先离开

让我一个人

让我一颗心来承担所有的伤害

我们所以快乐因为经过多少的忍耐

如果失去你

失去你的爱

谁还稀罕什么

2007-12-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

i suppose (plan to go out study de)

but thinking of i bringing laptop

then i jux gif up gg out to study

is lyk i plan to study whole day

wif laptop i cant go away as im studying alone

sian

so i ended up study at home

& wat!

i now blogging, trying to dl sOng (which cant)

n watching tv & videos

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

2007-12-07T08:54:00.000+08:00

stupid MA cher

exam is jUx nExt day

n pOSt so many assignment for us to do

n dEadline is jUx e day bEfore exam

stuPID!!

sOme more pOst defAult viDeo!

i cant even load into it

how am i gg to do e quiz

& e time given was so short

cHer oli pOst e video on 6 dec noon till 7 dec noon

so i oli left aRnd 3 hrs

& i still cant watch e video!!!

WTH!!!

& I didt really revise for my exam~

HELL~~~

2007-12-06T22:11:00.001+08:00

i read a bOok while waiting for fAng & jUn

& cOpy out sOme of e mEaningful sEntence

> old frenx r best, king james used to ask for his old shoes, they were easiest for his feet

i tink tis quite tRue to a cErtain extend~

cox they nOe u best as the time been spent together

> a fren in need is a fren indeed

honestly i dod really understand tis~

> nV waste a min thinking a ppl u dod like

totally agree! which is my mistake also

always tROuble at sOmething nOt worth

> mOst woman would rather b beautiful than good

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

i want BOTH! lolx

>all women become lyk their mum, tt is their tragedy. no men do, tt is his

lolx~ i dod wan to be lyk my mum in lots of ways~

> e 1st rUle of education in all lands is nv to say anything offensive to anyone

yes! u nv noe when they can backstrab u

get u into deep trouble

i tried before n i noe it!

> mArriage is lyk e middle east, there's no solution

wat's wRong wif middle east?

>habit is a gift from god to make up for the loss of hapiness

esp bad habit!

>e more opinions u haf, e less u see

cant b too self- centre

it wont get u any further

but also dod too unsure ... i also dod get any further

im e ONE :(

> woman's beauty, lyk man's wit, is generally fatal to e owners

it's bcox their 'stupid'

beauty is for ownself not for anyone!

2007-12-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

2 more day is my exam le

& im blOgging NOW!

lolx

ok~ to be honest i cant study at home

& i cant concentrate for too long

so~ tml i gg mac to study~ i tt way i tink i can concentrate more

when exam come i feel more sleepy

nOwaday i also feel lyk sleeping unlike few weeks ago~

i oli need to slp 5 hrs per day

i have to slp more than 8 hrs now

& i STILL feel slpy! WTH

nvm~ it's ending soon ~

8 more days!!!!!

it's damn long la

eVen after exam

my timetable r pack also!

i got so many project need to do

sian

now jUx yr 2

i wOnder hOw can i survive in yr 3!~

diE lOr~

2007-12-06T10:07:00.001+08:00

rEcently i feel that i got a lot of diffferent types of emotions pilling up

inside of me~

i dod nOe how to eXplain it

it nEed time for me to explOre mysElf to deFiNe theM

but

i can say it's not a good feeling

some kind of unsecurity.... i tink~

lolx

but i tink i'll keep tis blog short

cox it's 10.10am n if i dod get out of my howx

i'll b late!

2007-11-29T23:34:00.001+08:00

sOme updAtex:

during hUijUn bdAy cElebration-- @ mindcAfe

oLi cAn see half of my fAce ~

wE wEnt for bOwling bEfore mIndCafe~

i pLay pOorly-- i eVen dRop e bAll
i'M lOusy

dUring bbq @ cArOl howx for her bday

aCtuUally wanna tAke a nIce pIx de

in e end they spilt water on us~
in e middle of sWimming pOol~

pLaying rAbbit gAme

cOOl~ fUn~

bUt n0t sUitable for gAl

cOx it HURTZ~

cLass pIx~

gAmbling~ e yEllow gAl wOnt $20++ i tink~

e gUy wHo hugging his hEad lOst aRnd $10~

oH~ i fOrg0t to ask him tReat!

jUx stArted

eAting sth~ i cAnt rmb watx tt le

jUx rEach thEre

a gAy behInd uS

= a gRp of gAlx

2007-11-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

tOday~
lEcture shld end eArly ( an hr eArly)
bUt cher tAlk crAb~ ( oli 1/2 hr early)
theN i go tell my class i nOt gg for aUdit
thOse laMer still need to make fUn of mE -.-
thEn... anothEr lamer said bYe to me
wHich i dOd n0e him
(hm.. gOt talk oNce or twIce bUt nOt cOunted as fren lOr)
then then
while waiting for them
i go popular read n SHOP
lolx

i pOn mY aUdit leCture n wEnt oUt wIf
lijUn & lifAng

it was nOt bad~ fUn~

we chAt lOtz of stUffx on lOtx of tings

it was jUx lyk laSt time (sEc sKol time)

lolx~ cOol~

thEn we go sHopping

okiE~

it was a fRuitful trIp~

i bRought a bag

2 topx

1 shOrt dRess

-----------------------------

wHich mEans i sPent dAmn lOt aGain

i shld stOP my bAd habIt

& i pRomise my class to go sHopping dUring hOliday also

diE lor my pOcket is gg to gEt a big hOle le

2007-11-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

i tInk i've beEn cHanging slightly

in bOth mentally & appEarance

i tiNk~

appEarance -

tIs is so...

cOx my mUm de fRen say de

but i dod find it aNy change la

wAt do u tInk~

mEntally~

as uSual, i always wan to get hyper

but always fail

recently, i tink i manage to change a bit

by getting more involve... in some way

but i tink i still didt really let go

as i tink still a lot of ppl dod lyk to approach me as a fren

also i still got a pOor time management

i cAnt cOpe wif lots of tingx at 1 go~

sIan n tIred

hAix~

stIll trying my bEst

sO pls foRgif mE if i dOne anOther wRong etC

as i tRying to change nOw a pace by pAce

as it's nOt eAsy n it takE lOts of cOurage n eNergy

as i alWays tiNk i uSed lotx of my eNergy..

2007-11-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

oN mOnday no skOl

mEet my sIs

@ 1st wAnna to lOok for dAnce wEar

eNded up~

kbOxing~

ok~ wE sIng mOst of our sOng

as in~ cAntO, n sOme nOrmally sEldom sIng de

cAnt fInish all of thEm... fr0m 12 - 3pm

wE toOk l0tx of weird pIx...

fuNny pOsts, while explOring my phOto~

wE tOok arnd 100 i tink (oR less)

if wAnna sEe aSk me ~ :P

rEcently luv to tAke pIx~

sO next time whEn i gO out wif u~

rMb to tAke wIf me

bUt i need time to wArm up~

lOlxxxx

2007-11-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

on huijUn de bday celebrAting~

we cElebrating @ ouR last dectiNation --> mIndcAfe

1 of gRp: plAying cHinese cHess~ i l0sE~
wIf iVy~ sAy cHeerx

aNother gRp: laughter fill e whOle atmosphere

2007-11-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

at first i tot, after tt fmgt im FREE!
but no lor~
i got 4 more lining up!!
waiting for me ~
totally over la
everyone of them require me to hand up during e 1st week of sKOl
which means i got no holiday
:(
teachers r too cRuel
i cant really slack a bit
tml my skol oli 11-1 lor
today dUring RFA... all of us no mood to study (sleepy i slpt 2 plus)
in e end, we all end up chatting :p
so, cher gives the classwork as homework... sian
so many tings on hand
lucky next week got 2 e-learning
which means:
mon- no skol
tues - 9-1
wed - 11-1
thur - 11-4 'll end early
fri - 11-1
cool~
but i scare cox of my poor time management
i didt really study
so i have to go out study i tink
tml gg caRol howx study~
they can help me~ :P
COOL~ today i got back my EAA
n guess wat i got 78/100 n e top for e class is 86
so i tink i've done quite well ~ :P
tml gg for 1st dance class
need to buy pant n shoes etc -- mafan~!
hope i can manage it~

2007-11-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

friday
as usual, MA & AUDIT sux
seeing e same cher for 4 hrs~ sian
then we go out to celebrate birthday for huijun
we went to bowl 1st some of them go home 1st...
we went to eat @ mac 1st & we have chat abt quite a lot
abt some of e classmates
n some of them r rather shouting 4 me
we went to bOwl
n i Sux at it
we play 3 games
n gUess wat my scOre r 16, 36 n 55
lolx
finally break 50~
it's lyk i have not been blowl for abt 2 yrs
then we lead to mindcafe

at 1st i dod really feel lyk gg
as they say is all board game
u can eat & play board game there
but no choice it's her bday
at first,
we divided into 2 grps one of us play chinese chess
another play some games (cant rmb e name)
i seens fun they were shouting n laughting
then we eat also

n e fOod not bad! but a lot~
i cant finish ask other to finish for me~lolx
i play one game of chinese chess n lOst~
then i stArt looking arnd n took vdieo n pIx
hell~ i toOk lots of them... it's funny
then soME of them leFt arnd 10
oli left 6 of us...
then i stArt playing their board game
cOx every1 playin i cant jUx sit aside
thOse game rEally depend on ur reaction
COOL~ i was slow
but not e slowest~ lolx
then at 11 we go home

oNce reach home...
i realize that i nv use my lappy fOr 2 days
n~~
i cant find it!

2007-11-24T10:00:00.000+08:00

on tHursday

i got enVoy

full day~

in the moRning i wake uP early n rush for my fmgt project

doin some catch up as i need to submit on that day

then to0k taxi to skol as im late for envoy

then jUx lyk nOrmal route ... play gAme wif sEc 4 gradz

n the saw a gg~! roller blade tt gUy juMp over 10 ppl laying on the gRound

i wan to try bUt too late

n lUnch is pizzer cool~

then me, felicia & jaclyn left at arnd 4 to mEet hUijUn they all to play poOl

when we rEach beuty world

wEijun, ivy, chiu wah, ding zhi, hui jun, jie ming, zhen jie n yong xin

suprised tt ding zhi come

then we play, chat n watch

zhen jie play pool damn funny

when he bend his butt is up ~

then he can put one of his leg on the table n bend oVer to play pool

lolx all of us laught till cmi

we end our day by playing 2 photo hunt

i reach home arnd 9~

then i drink sOUp n eat biscuit

then my dad n aunty lyk suprised tt i eating @ tis hr

lolx

i jux feel lyk eAting

then after that i fall asleep while waiting for the toilet

lolx

2007-11-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

damn tired la

oli slp @ arnd 4 n wAke up aRnd 7 in the morning

n lyk no progress la~

diE lor tml dEadliNe~ other gRps all finish le

tinking shld i buy a new bag for skol

cox lyk i mention, my bag spoilt, i looking for a skol bag

tinking shld i wait till lyk yr 3

n tt mean i need to bear wif e bag i using now

haix FAN~!

unlUcky day

2007-11-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

wa!

i rEally v unlucky la ~ for these 2 days

ytd,

after the entrepreur thing i went to ntuc

carrying a big bag of dongnuts, teddy bEar n statioary

i brOught 4liter of milk n apple cider

cOx too heAvy le so i toOk taxi home

n gUess wat~ it kEna accident, a van knOck into it~

n i struck in e middle of e road for abt 5-10 mins

though it's not long still sian

SOMEMORE~ e driver didt say anything to me (no apologize for waiting)

then i pay for an amt tt i not suppose to pay

i tink it cost $7.30 then he say $.30 nvm

he sOund lyk he so kind dod charge me e $.30 instead of feeling sry

that bcox of him i have to pay more

i dod really mind of e amt but he dod feel sry or anything ttx e pt im mad abt

today,

after envoy (i bluff i got sth on so go home early :P) i lazy to walk

so i took bus to balestier hill sec skol de bus stop to take 131

waited for bus for damn long lyk 10 mins then finally 57 is here

when i alight e bus, the string of my bag break!

WTH! then no choice i took taxi home AGAIN!

as lyk my bag is heavy plus a lappy n i wear a dress

tt i dod feel secure (it feel lyk dropping when u pull it slightly or fly)

$6.50 i tink haix haix haix

then tml need to stay back to do project

i was planning can off early then can go out wif qy, fi they all~

lyk tis cant again lor~

hope they can wrap it up early

at least let me home early

2007-11-20T19:33:00.001+08:00

my gAl pArtnEr~
nEar cOnvention hAll, near e eNd of te day(clOsing stAll)

cAn see a mess near uS

oNe of the grand pRize~ i lUv e sIze~ not leopard lolx

haVing fUn chatting no customers

my gRp members

2007-11-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

today is my operation date for my I/ E
my grp is selling ice-cream
tis module is really causing a lot of problem n depression among members
lucky it end early n quite successful~ :p
we went through a few meeting on our proposal... it's a pain
tinking we may not b able to finish e ice-cream in a day,
we place our hope on e 2nd day, wishing we can at least breakeven
n guess wat~ WE DID IT!
we sold everything in e 1st day before 4 (plan to sell till5.30pm de)
there're so miscalculation, n choice of ice-cream
tt cause the no. of cup selling isn't wat we expected (reduce in profit)
then green tea no1 wans
we left quite a lot (10cups or more) out of no choice we gif out :p
nVm, in e end we breakeven, n profit of $1 for each of us (sUper lame la)
here r some pix we took~

2007-11-19T22:58:00.001+08:00

went to bbq @ carol hOwx on fri

...i m waiting for her to send me piX then i start to write tis pOst~

tired

2007-11-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

been relly busy with dod noe wat
got so many things on hand
i tink partly is due to my pOor time management
im left with lesser time
it seens lyk my sleeping hrs are getting lesser n lesser
nowaday i oli sleep average of 4-5 hrs max
tis sUx la
then
tutorials, project, presentation is pilling up~
i dod really got the time for leisure
most~
when at home: keep eating or watch some show (max an hr oli lor)
ttz y my weigh is increasing (i keep talking abt it lolx)
still got some class outing la
-- they seens to plan more outing for class recEntly
-- tink mayb is e last yr for all of us being in the same class ba
project n presentation are due within these 2 weeks
but i cant relax lor
common test is next
jux e weEk after tt
it rEally sux la

2007-11-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

tings are getting out of hand

although im trying hard to grab hold of them

but

do i haf e ability to do so not?

i doubt tt~

lots of things happened

making me angry n depressed

hm...

2007-11-08T12:40:00.000+08:00

释怀说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药

也是我现在正服下的毒药

2007-11-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

aCtually

i dod haf mUch to say toDay

toOk my 25% accpac eXam

n i got 2 transaction wRong

so is lyk the whOle thing is wRong ~ dOd caRe la

today was a lOng dAy as well

at 1st, my sis promised to help me bring boOks back

in e end she MIA

lUcky tiS lEcturer gd~

relEased eArly

lyk an hr

thEn sOme of my class go play pOol

i tink they addicted le

so i jUx dRop by nOvena to cHeck on pRIce for N95

10.37pm

mUm jUx back

n it means no pEace

she kept shOuting

lyk:

- y my sis not back

- fast help me uplOad piC

- dOd use cOm la

n her vOice was lyk~

OMG

oHya~

i have been soAking my leg wIf sOme herbal

(my aunt intRo de)

tOday is e 3rd day

suppOse after 3rd day

the dry skin shld lyk peel off

hOpe so

cOX last time it dod happen

hehe~~

2007-11-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

jUx sOme uPdates~ g0t thEm recEntly~

i tink i spolit tis piC~

he shld told me he's tAking

at lEast i can pOse~

lOlz

sPecial effeCt by thEm

wE ate till lyk cAnt take it anymOre

i'm talented~ lolx

2007-11-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

wEnt to whEelLock to lEarn how to sCoop ice-cream

@ haatO

n guess wat ~

i oli took less than 10 mins to learn n my fren took arnd 30 mins

wU~~

c0Ol~

then i meet my sis there

n daniel tot she's elder... haha

then they acc me to buy bag for my bRO

after all e discussion etc

we brought a crumpler bag for him

n it cost 183!!

loLx

but ok la~

plan to check on the price of phone

ended up

toOk my phone for reservice

n i was damn tired

plan to on diet again~

cox for last few week i really ate too many

but i jux cant help it

sian

then plan to study in e end blogging

nO mOod la

tml skOl end @ 7!!!

OMG!

is lyk for e whole week my sKol end @ 7

rEally gg to kill me

i hate public holiday!

2007-11-05T08:55:00.000+08:00

eSp tis one

make my heAd crack lyk hell

i still got a number of knOt haven't complete

too complicated~ all failure~

'll try again when i got time
lolx

those chinese knOt

i did it @ my's shop

it really toOk me lots of time to do

tis is e sushi made by me & my sis

it's chicken flavour

still got egg, tuna etc

lolx

2007-11-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

dOd noe wat happen

nowsday i kept eat

esp @ ntye

i jUx wan to eat

my mOuth dod wan to STOP

i ate anything tt is edible @ home

which has large variety

lyk choco, biscuits, chips, cooked food etc

n i jUxx fOund out

i spent so many day to loss those 4 kg

it all gain back in arnd a week

cox everyday

i eat n eat n eat

non stop

DIE la

2007-11-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

the bIrthday bOys

cElebrAting @ fiSh & cO.

cAn sAy having fUn oVerall

clAss piX~

dOd judge aa bo0k by it's cOver

we dOd rEally happi as we loOk
theRe's stOry to tEll

the gal in e middle is sort of my 'closest' fRenx in skOl le

thoUgh she may tink nEgatively or etc

i d0d care le

to0 tired le

wAt to d0?

2007-11-04T08:53:00.000+08:00

oN fri

when i gg to do project wif my I/E grpmates

i saw a classmate

then i told him i go to project when he asked me

n he said: U'll do project lor!

TOTALLY

tt one got trouble me slightly (i tink)

then i dream tt 1 gal in my class say

" something really hurtful infront of me"

i cant really rmb but is sth lyk

--> i dod lyk her she's useless or she never do project i d0d wan her

it really sUx

though it was jux a dream

it still barken my day a little

cOx i tink ttz wat they tink in their heart~

FAN!

2007-11-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

today
in e morning wEnt NTUC wif pEkfAn
tHen g0 hOme eat till full
thEn rUsh to wOrk (she ask me to wOrk till 10.30pm --> NO WAY!)
lolx
then
then
finally
i told her tt i wan to quit
so
nExt sAt is my lAst day
WU~
tOday
i alS0 got my pay
but
i tOt she told me gOt commission --> d0d haf lor
then
i gO bUy a wallet fRom rOxy
lastly
i saw mango got diScount :P lolx
i went in
And
i brought two cotton top
i lOve thEm
hOwever
i tink i bUy to0 many @ oNe go
No pOint le i 'BROUGHT ' 2 top~
lOlx

reach home

i EAT & EAT & EAT

diE le~

my tArgEt~ :(